looking for something to look forward to

heyyy, it's been three days I haven't write anything.

it's not that I'v been busy... It's just the opposite. I'm not busy enough.

I need something to look forward to. my brain is already pass, the "cooling down" part (the cooling down part is how your brain functions when it has already done a major work out...like studying for exams. in a cooling down period, you will not be bothered to do anything but to relax). my "cooling down" moment always ends too short. I cant stand doing nothing. I'm the type that's get easily bored. but I'm also the type who never lets boredom stay too long, unlike some people. it's kind of annoying how some people are always complains that their bored but still not bothered to do anything. it's like they're actually enjoyed being bored, like they find complaining is very exciting, even though it's not very entertaining to others.

well I won't be that kind of person. but right now, I'm kind of stuck inside the house. before I started telling about how I overcome my feeling of boredom. I think I might have to fill in the gaps since my last post. since friday...

so I wake up in the morning, go to school, I don't remember my subjects in the morning, but I do remember last session I went to monash aquatics, we were having a zumba class. we have been doing that since last term. this was our final class. I've grown to quite like zumba, I should confess that I'm very stiff, as a result of my lack of dancing background, but I am good at moving my feet with the rhythm, I guess that means I'm kinesthetic.

In saturday I went to my cousin house because of this gathering with a few of my parents friend. the grown ups are barbecuing, my sister and my cousin are gossiping, while I play with the little kids as usual. it was a hot day and the kids were restless, I volunteered to take them to the park, but then they got on a fight. it was funny because I was actually involved. yet when I try to have a say, I was only making things worse. so heres how it goes. there were 7 kids. 2 were babies (including my brother). they were happily enjoying themselves on their own so I don't need to bother them. the other two were Primary kids. they feel more superior to the other kids so they lock themselves in their room and play "big kids" game. they're actually playing dress up and pretending they're on a date..

my brother is having a tantrum, I beter quit blogging because my mother needs to turn out the lights so he can go to sleep..